super long entry! you don't have to read this. you've been warned. XD

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I've expected this! portgas_182 must be at the peak! XD
Satsuki-chan.. too bad you're number 2. haha..

thanks for commenting everyone! ^^

Hi~ I just want to dropping by for a second. it's been a month ever since I posted an entry here. wahh.. that's quite long time. I didn't realize it. ^_^;

I'm still having my exam period. so I'll still on hiatus till May. the practical exam will begin the next 2 weeks. at March 23rd I suppose. GOD I'm so scared!! really scared.

the first practical exam is English. no wayyy!! I can't speak english fluently. I'm not lying. truthfully,, my score in english subject might be good,, but.. I SELDOM SPEAKING ENGLISH. that's why I can't speak with english language. DX

this is really bad. we will be given 30 topics. and when the test day comes, we have to pick a loterry about what topic will we get. there's no chance for us to prepare ourself. next, we have to give the teacher a spontaneous arguement speak about topic that we got for 3-5 minutes. yadaa~ T^T

among the practical exam,, english subject is the one I fear the most. I want to make this feeling disappear as soon as possible. and I hope I could do my best when the time comes.

wish me luck! <3

Dear F-list..

I just want to wish you all a happy sweet Valentine. may on this lovely days you got a lot of happy memories with the one you love. ♥

here's a little gift from me~


I know I didn't active in LJ lately. and I haven't made entries since last month. that's all because of my school. I have so many works to do. it can't be helped since my role as a high school student almost done. that's kinda sad though. T_T

today.. I want to show my best friend, satsukick, a unique present. actually,, that's not related with valentine day one bit. I just found it not to long ago. and haven't told her about it. so I guess maybe this is the right time. hehe.. :))

nee! Satsuki-chan,, please take a look.. I still remember that time so clearly! I hope you too~


starts tomorrow, I think I'll be on a semi-hiatus mode again. haha.. gomen!
jaa! sayonara~ (^_^)/")

got tagged by aoki_akira !! thanks for the tag~ ^^

Rules to the game:
1. Write your LJ username
2. Write your two favorite bands/groups at the moment [not overall, just currently]
3. Write either I ♥ k-pop ; I ♥ j-pop ; I ♥ c-pop [this isn't really for anything, just to see how you draw hearts xD]
4. Write the name of your favorite person of all time [e.g. Yamada Ryosuke]
5. Write down your recently favored person [e.g. G-Dragon]
6. Tag 5 people to do this meme.

start~

1. princess_akane
2. Hey! Say! JUMP and Arashi
3. I ♥ j-pop
4. Chinen Yuuri XD
5. Hongo Kanata
6. satsukick , portgas_182 , chika_no_shadow , inoo_chan , kaizukix14 

Really,, I've begun to hate my school. there's too many works. tests EVERYDAY! D:

Starts tomorrow I have to go to school every Saturday to take reviews about materials from year 1.. on January 28th, I'll have my first Try Out. on February, I'll have my 2nd Try Out and so many tests! then.. on March I'll have the last Try Out. I bet that one will be more difficult..! (because my own school who'll made it while the first and 2nd will come from the government.) and at the end of that month, there will be a practical exam for some subjects. from April till May, I'll have the rest of practical exam and finally the FINAL exam!! DX

uhh.. so scared yo.. my current active days of school only 50 days now. and you know.. the total days of the exam is more than 30 days! what a pity~ T____T

Sore jaa,, wish me luck for the exam!! God bless us! :D

I got tagged by portgas_182 ~ haha.. XD
sore jaa ikimashou ka?? these are 20 questions about me. ^^

1. Do you have secrets?
► everybody has secrets. :p

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
► YES!! (actually I'm falling in love with a younger boy now.)

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
► just for meeting some friends.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
► move to JAPAN! *omgshh.. dream comes true~*

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
► I never had guy best friend. boys are just a friend. usually, the person I like isn't my best friend. :D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
► being loved by someone is a blessing. loving someone is a happiness. ♥

7. Who do you idolize?
► ~*~Chii~*~ and some peoples who are cool in my opinion. (ex: Hino Matsuri.. the author of Vampire Knight.)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
► I will...... avoid him. maybe? I'm not sure. haha..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
► yeap!! thanks Ploy~! <33

10. Do you have any regrets?
► not much.. uhh,, I can't thing any regrets! I'm in a happy mood now~ hahaha! XD

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
► 2019 huh? maybe I'll work as a nurse at Chii's favorite hospital in Japan and become his private nurse!! LOL! (haha.. just kidding. but who knows? we can dream right. XP)

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
► Okaasan!! next.. Satsuki-chan!! next.. best friends at school.. ^__^

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
► friendly and kind~ ♪

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
► single and rich! :3

15. What is your favourite colour?
► red and black.. yay!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
► etto~ well.. it depends with how my partner's feeling & attitude towards me. :)

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
► I will forgive them IF they showed their sorry.. if they really want my forgiveness,, why not?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
► of course not. a horrible thing is unforgivable. but if they're already repented, I can't do anything but to forget & forgive.. ^_^; I will tell them not to do such a thing again.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
► being single. for now.. I'm not interested on having a relationship with someone now. I really enjoy my current status.. ♥

20. 6 people I have tagged:

• ladymoonfighter
• kaizukix14
• inoo_chan
• jannexjanne
• bowling1991
• aishiteruyuto23

First of all,, I want to say....



yeap! the title said everything. I'm very happy today! or maybe I should said that I'm very happy this night. I had nothing special at school. actually,, I had a bad day at school.

I had 2 tests today. Economics which I hated sooo muchh & Accounting. I choose a random answer for the "multiple choice" part more than 75% and I couldn't fill the "short answer" part at all.. I filled 10 numbers without knowing what the right answer was. X( I think it went quite smooth in the Accounting. except for 1 number, because apparently I misunderstood the question. bawwww.. T____T

I thought my day was going to be a bad one. I failed the tests, I had to make a lantern for Chinese New Year celebration at school (that made me had to stay at school till 4:30p.m.), I must did a presentation about poetry, I got scolded by my teacher, and some more. BUT!! something (or maybe someone) changed everything! XD

ohh! I'm so happy because of that! you know~ I've been looking for Chii's pictures for a long time. in fact,, I even searched them until pass midnight when actually I must get up early in the morning. and then.... someone (I haven't known his/her name yet.) gave a lot of Chii's pics to me!! hell yeahh~ I did the happy dance right after that. LOL! ^______^ that person is an angel! at least for me he/she is.

thanks a bunch my dear friend.. glad to know you.. and I hope we could become good friends & talk about Chii happily~ :)))

Minna-san,, konbanwa~
I converted Hey!Say!JUMP's "Ultra Music Power" album
acapella version.. ^^

Track list:

1. Ultra Music Power
2. Star Time
3. Too Shy

download it here:
MediaFire -- http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?uzzixyljuzy
Megaupload -- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=OGE1G35N

do not hot-linking!
comment if taking~ :DD

credits to sdjhfbvys on YouTube.

The first day of school always makes me feel sleepy all day.. *yawn*
every Saturday,, I always go to bed at about 2:00am. and that makes me can't sleep before midnight on Sunday.. and here's the result. so sleepy now~ huamm.. =.='

tomorrow I have a test. yeah.. a Sociology test. a BIG one! the material is from the whole things that we had learned in the 3rd grade. omg~ my teacher became so mean all of a sudden! I hope she will kindly to cancel it tomorrow and move it to another day. LOL! like it would ever happened. :p

It's raining here (at Jakarta) since this morning.. when I went to school, suddenly heavy rain starts to pour.. and thanks to that today's flag ceremony was canceled. XD I have sport subject every Monday. when I did the roll,, I couldn't stand up right after I finished rolling. I've tried to, but my butt didn't want to move.. it's quite an embarrassement for being like that. :p fortunetaly,, I finally made it in the next try.. ^__^

maa, I have to study for tomorrow's test.. yadaaa~ and honestly I can't study with my current conditions:

1. super sleepy
2. lots of comic books in my room
3. COMPUTER turned on

OK! that's all.. ah! but before that,, I must say this first..Jaa! mata nee~ :))